blather
the_way_i_am
unhinged 'i would never trade the way i am
for the way i'm not'

atmosphere



i have a big gaping bloody heart on my sleeve
i wear my emotions on my face
i absorb everything
(i do not have thick skin)
i will do anything for the people i care about


i refuse to be numbed and desensitized by the assholes in my life

(i am finally beginning to smile and laugh again)
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In_Bloom Jealous because others can sleep.
Angry at wakefulness draining me down to a charade of who I used to be.
Insecure I am less and less in the eyes of the ones who are the most in mine.
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