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| Splinken |
woke up at around 2 a.m. with the sweats. the thing with my back or my kidneys or whatever the fuck it is returned in full force. and i was really really hungry for some reason. had just had a cryptic dream about the boyfriend. yikes. |
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| Brad | eeeeeek | 000622 |
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| grendel |
each morning, though the house is cold (all thanks to evaporative refrigeration) my own cowardice in the matter twisting me in knots from the inside out. Once, i tormented myself over a lost love. for a while after, i alternated between numbness and bitterness. and then as if someone had unstitched my eyes, there she was. But what can i say to charm her? what, indeed, when my face tells traces of tales i do my best to keep secret outside of this place? "i am not worthy, ...but only say the word..." |
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