blather
the_shit_has_not_been_shot
no reason arrrrghhh just write just write just right don't worry don't let it matter don't care if it makes any sense, only if it wants to, don't care.
IIIIIII
don't care anymore.
i think about you because it's fun and i see you and you're fun and nice and we get along and we're on the same wavelength and i like you and you're so cute sometimes, and if this isn't all superficial i don't know what is. but why not? why can't it be superficial? i'm in university, still young, still having fun, shootin' the shit...

fuck
fuck
FUCK it.
someone...please shoot it for me...somebody, please, shoot it for me...

why, oh why, do you piss me off so much sometimes, you're so annoying and you pay so much attention to it all the time and you're so dedicated and perfectionistic and sometimes nothing else, or so it seems. ugh so annoying why can't you do something else for once?
why can't you just be what i want you to be?
hate hate hate hate Hate
WHY must i always choose to hate what
I
want to be?
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