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shaq attack!
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You say he's the only politician in this mess, but I do believe the podium is populous. Appeal to the masses, and drone on in this secret catharsis. You're overstocked with emotions, the seams are busting. It's obvious to anyone who knows you.
Nobody likes a crybaby, right? Nobody likes people with problems because that's who we are. We are all people with problems, and we do not like to be reminded of it.
Cover it up and it's alright.
Above all -- assimilate! You found the outline of a person you'd like to be, now all you have to do is color in the lines with famous quotes, book smarts, a new but not original political stance, and fake laughter.
Stuff any remnants of your old self into a box under the bed at home. It's hard to be back, isn't it? It's hard to remember who you were. It's even harder to pretend to be the person you are now.
You morph. You're a chameleon.
With everyone you've been close with, me included, you've assumed a part of their personality. You're a million cut outs crudely pasted together to make a person you're not sure you are. It's a funny form of love.
I've watched it happen all this time. I didn't think you'd do it with me. I don't even know if you did. I know you did something, because you're totally different now that you've come back.
You criticize ones who do it all for the image factor. It's just funny.
So make up your mind. Does negativity exist, or are you just ignoring it?
You need to spend some time alone. You need to get away. You need to make your emotions public.
It might not feel good, but it will feel a lot better than where you are now.
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