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Baj Werbok
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Hope lives in my bones
Flowing free and uncontained.
My heart’s highest tones
Lead to my desires enflamed.
One single wish, standing alone.
My world crashes, flooding with pain.
Like thousands of needles into my heart,
One single final sentence.
You tore my life apart,
Dismissing all penitence.
Nearly two years became painfully tart.
Unending questions, what if? How? And why?
Avoiding one emotion I so despise,
This is how you love me and tell me goodbye?
With the “friend” that fed me nothing but lies?
You made me want to die!
So much hate and anger I can’t disguise!
…I can’t let anger win.
I have made many mistakes
For you, I led a life full of sin.
For you, I allowed my beliefs to fade.
For things I had never condoned
You then turned and left me alone.
Complete with pain, anger and guilt,
You’ve left your mark.
I have no one to go to,
No one to care.
Already lonely and dark,
You left me alone, beaten, hurt, and bare.
Nothing left to live for.
You took my love and my life.
All I have left is my soul’s core
Emotion and mind, pitted in strife,
Conflicted, cold, and low
I will learn to cope.
Warmth will begin to flow
I will find new life and hope.
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