the_neruda_influence_ii
unhinged
i'm
a
spectator
i
just
like
to
watch
every_broken_thing
hanging
back
i
have
been
warmed
by
an
oxy_blanket
desparate
attraction
addicted
to
the
feeling
of
not
feeling
numbed
comfort
chemical
mechanical
insulated
fire
-proof
can
i
get
a
witness
?
you
could
have
my
soul
if
you'd
only
ask
for
it
i've
been
waiting
to
get
back
to
you
you
were
a
beautiful
second
in
the
hour
of
my
life
the
floor
of
my
path
to
some
things
i
couldn't
give
a
damn
but
you
could
have
my
soul
if
you'd
only
ask
for
it
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...
unhinged
.
(
i
remember
the
you
that
inspired
this
i
remember
the
me
i
was
back
then
and
i
have
really
and
truly
come
to
embody
no_expectations
in
the
intervening
years
i
am
the
only
one
that
can
make
me
happy
anything
else
is
a
bonus
oh
and
oh
yeah
i
have
taken
control
of
my
soul
now
too
mine
and
no
one
else's)
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...
unhinged
this
last
second
in
the
hour
of
my
life
has
been
most
beautiful
he
could
have
my
soul
if
only
he'd
ask
for
it
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...
unhinged
(
a_curious_resonance
with
you
;
fear
stays
my
tongue
.
words
don't
seem
adequate.
parts
of
me
i
had
long
ago
put
to
sleep
are
opened
again
with_you
my
lips
give
you
the
pieces
of
my
soul
my
voice
is
afraid
to
name
my
orgasms
carry
parts
of
my
heart
my
mind
isn't
used
to
combining
with
fucking
like
a
plant
stretching
to
the
light
my
trust
grows
by
you
where
is
the
map
telling
me
which
way
to
turn
next
?)
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