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lunatic jesus was from before, was then, was angry, was pain.

I needed you then, but I've given that all away, and now I don't need the same. You're back for what was, only to find is not, and maybe never was.

But drive that nail home if it helps, if it makes you feel better. It's only pain. I am so much more.
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unhinged oh please don't say
the way you used to look at me
never was
that i could have only imagined it


where did our honesty go?
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