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Lila Pause The holidays are coming,
Not for me, but for you.
No, they're not special to me.
The malls are only more crowded.
And there's so space to think.
But for you,
There is all the time in the world.
I stand to gain,
from your lazy contemplation.
If maybe you would get so bored...
as to feel alone.
And think about me.
Think about what I said,
And read my letters...
again and again.
Your free time,
frees you up
to swap infatuations,
- I will take the place.

Alone at home without any distractions,
(the ones that sabotage our mutual desire)
Maybe the holidays,
Will work on your sweet loneliness,
Slowly, in a gradual way.
You won't see it.
But when school returns,
everyone will see.
That your dormant desire,
Was awakened by me.
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