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I guess that perhaps
she will never understand.

that feeling of anguish;
walking so close
to the cliff,
on step and a little
push
intentionally
jumping
to your
death.

self destruction,
how to live with this.

there is nothing fatalistic
about living on the edge
when you can save yourself
from jumping.
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