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the_cheerleader_is_gone
Arwyn I used to be your cheerleader
cause that's what you wanted me to be
I defended you, I fought for you
but you rarely fought for me.

I really could have loved you,
If you just would have let me try.
But instead you lead me on,
and never really answer why.

Why the hell I'm writing this
in poetry and not in prose,
I haven't a fucking clue,
maybe to give depth to my pathetic woes.

I never should have loved you
as deeply as I did.
I should have kept it friendly
cause now, I feel fucking stupid.

I'll never stop being
your ever faithful friend
cause loyalty's what Leo's do
we're there from start to end.

But a huge layer of our trust is gone
and you'll have to work to fix it.
twice now you've broken some of my heart,
and I've run out of tape to mend it.
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