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if i were really, really good I would take this opportunity to become very, very calm. i'm not that good.
after my daily walk, i feel calmer. it even starting snowing as my not-an-ipod started telling me about Mary M. funny, i never thought of her as frigid, and i didn't realize it was so cold as to start snowing!
anyway, there was a bubble. it needed bursting. weirdly, i have no new crutch to fall back on. besides... myself. which is certainly a challenge, how to self animate for the future? becoming less introverted as time goes on.... would rather it not be just myself to fall back on, but getting more comfortable on the level that i fell down to a few years back... it's hard to not over or under shoot it.
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