blather
the_bravest_moment_of_her_life
sabbie now that it's over
now that she's alone
now that she's stopped screaming in blind panic after the fact,
she can keep going.
she fills her head
with someone elses music
and keeps on going.

one step
then the next step after that

she opened her mouth
and forced the words out
and the world did not end, although it might have been nice if it had
so she just keeps going.

one step
then the next step after that
one step
one step
one step more

she went into her bed room
and shut down for a while
her body closed off while her head flew through flights of fancy all her own
and then, after a while
she got back up
and kept going.

one step
one step
one more step

she kept going
and kept going
and when it was jsut too hard to do anything anymore
she still kept going.



too stubborn to let
anything else win

she put one foot
infront of the other
and kept going

one step
one step
one step more
040130
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pipey i wrote something like that somewhere on blather too...in other words, i feel your pain, sistah. hang in there. 040130