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the_bench
i miss you i hate that bench.
it's .the. .bench.,
and i fucking hate it.

i hate that you came to me that damn day while i was sitting there in peace. in fucking PEACE
and you sat next to me
and i couldn't stop gazing at you
well fuck me for that; i should be damned.

ever since that day, that bench has become yours. you are there even when you're not,
your body leaning against the hard
cold cement wall
and i hate that fucking bench because of this
because of you.

how fucked up,
that you could make me hate a bench. a bench, for fuck's sake.
now that's just sad.
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smirky well, i guess it'll just have to be a_bench then, huh? 020207
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i miss you what the fuck was that supposed to mean? 020207
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phil poor bench 020513