the_beginning_of_the_end
unhinged
when
being
with
you
started
to
feel
like
walls
closing
in
instead
of
'
my
infinite
nature
ephermeralized '
the
quantum_entanglement
closing
me
in
instead
of
the
light
that
chased
away
all
the
darkness
090515
...
unhinged
*
ephemeralized
ugh
090515
...
thy
the_beginning_of_the_beginning
120210
...
arwyn
I've
finally
reached
it
.
two
and
a
half
years
later
,
I'm
finally
nearing
the
end
of
the
"
building
tension
"
portion
of
my
book
.
Just
3
more
chapters
.
Then
,
I
finally
get
to
have
so
much
fun
.
I'm
50
chapters
in
.
How
many
more
will
this
take
???
Either
way
.
Relief
doesn't
even
cover
how
excited
I
am
to
finally
be
at
this
point
.
This
was
only
supposed
to
be
a
short
story
.
181029
...
Soma
symbolic.
or
we
just
see
patterns
that
we
want
to
see
.
I
wish
I
had
words
.
I
wish
it
was
easy
.
I
wish
there
was
anything
except
existing
through
this
moment
in
time
.
I
see
the
end
and
I'm
terrified
.
You
see
the
end
and
you're
terrified
.
It's
hilarious
.
It's
awful
.
It's
true
.
We're
both
watching
the
train
approaching
,
but
neither
of
us
are
moving
off
the
tracks
.
I'm
just
crying
in
relief
.
I
regret
everything
.
I
regret
nothing
.
Make
me
unme.
181101
