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the_art_of_dying
palm to wither away
to become lost in one's mind
to know nothing, and accept it

to stagnate

once you can no longer tell fortune from happenstance, memory from falsehood... once you've forgotten what isn't... and combined it with what was...

because I talk to you in my sleep. and write to you when dreaming. because I whisper to you and hope that the winds will lightly press the words into your palms and speak to your heart...

where has the innocence gone?
you have created the art. of killing oneself.

i stalk. your words. your soul.

i lose. my heart. what's left of it... what's left of this?

talking to no one and everyone inbetween. fighting to keep a pulse.

beat.
kerthump.

line draws red.

and it has all become the art of dying.
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oblivion watching
dying
withering
this look on my face is a mixture of horror and fascination, as a self mutilation..and rebirth..is witnessed

let us engage in the proverbial hari-kari........
and I know that you'll be waiting with the axe to end it all when my hand falters..and my honor is at stake.
my seppuku is your glory

your final chapter
and I do not grant even that to you
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unhinged 'i do it well
i do it so it hurts like hell'

or something like that

plath
sylvia_plath
sylviaplath
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psa Better to live my death
than to die my life
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