blather
the_ache_reverberates_my_very_bones
so fucking lost
and i wonder why it is so hard
to drag you to anything
to ask of you anything
to get you to
do
anything.

soon, one day soon
i will just give up.
throw my hands in the air and say

no more.
no more will i do this.
no more will i continue to hurt this way.

no more

and i will


walk




away
021116
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phil bravo! 021116