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yummychuckle i do think about you.
and maybe you wont read my emails, maybe you will.
whatever, right?
i dont know what to do, honestly, and i think its
sort of
stupid, honestly,
that you wont explain your absence of emails. and i am always afraid to write because maybe its the wrong thing and i can never tell with you. i dont want to hurt you more
because you are so fuckin bruisable
or...
anyway.
just. i do think about this a lot.
and i listen to your cds.
and i write emails that dont get sent.
nothing turns out how its supposed to.

thats all. dont think you can get away with beleiving i dont care.
i am human.
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Dafremen Howz it goin sticky-pants? Still letting these silly brains push and pull atcha? Tsk tsk. Well, I suppose a touch of brown sugar and pain is all any of us needs to learn to appreciate life.

Happy hunting for happiness chicklette.

: )
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Casey The johnny I know likes smoking weed and being a idiot. I'm glad when he's absent. um. oh yeah, I do know one other Johnny, he was my high school band director's son, yeah, he was crazy. 020703
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road long ago johnny me boy, we stopped and looked at the roses 031014