blather
the_4_in_the_room
jennifer 'if I don't make it known that / I've loved you all along / just like the sunny days that / we ignore because / we're all dumb and jaded / and I hope to god I figure out / what's wrong'


(scribblings in the bathroom before the flood)
what happened?
what just happened?
I take 4 shots (or was it 3?)
of wild turkey
and I cry
a lot
(with reason, but not knowing why reason has come to me today)
but it's cool
dave says "focus on the beautiful things"
and I say there aren't a lot of beautiful things in my life
dave: "are you soley gay?"
no
(then) he (leans over and) kisses me.
full
into it
"you are my friend, and always you shall be"
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