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This is all there is.
Sex without love can be good. But sex in which the love is not returned leaves scars.
And I do love him. I want him. To be able to call him and say can you come over and for him to say yes.
And i am optimistic (maybe someday) but realistic (not today, or anytime soon)
I can love you and still be glad you like someone else. I can be hurt and still be happy for you. I can promise you that I will always want for you what you want for you and still want you for me
I can be jealous that she will get from you what I always wanted and I can be happy for her that she will never get from you what i got.
Not talking about things does not make them go away. Perhaps it was wrong, but it was not bad. Please don't regret it.
Good friends are better then good lovers. And much more painful to lose the words meant so much more to me then anything else.
But this is all there is. Please try to think of the positive things. Life isnt all so bad. I promise. Be Happy.
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