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that_one_is_going_to_scar
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so fucking lost
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again.
more.
and i cant rid myself
of this.
today it wasnt even hate
or selfhate
anger
or pain.
today it was just because i felt cold
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020812
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cheer-up-emo-kid
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Im cold.
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020812
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vichy
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this one is going to bruise.
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020812
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Piso Mojado
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this one is going to scar
this time around the stakes are higher
this will affect the rest of my life
and i'm not really resisting anyway (i'm really falling anyway)
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050209
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jane
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even if you can't see it, you'll know it's there.
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090401
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Ouroboros
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it's all too sad. i'm fucking everything up and am holding onto nothing. failures and twisted reality. nothing to offer but pain. nothing inside but sadness. raw bleeding heart. nothing will get better. i fuck people up. loves are better off without me in their lives. this world is so flawed, and i am so flawed. skewed. pain giver. poison in my heart. undeserving of any love. memories slip away, the good moments ephemeral. the guide is my heart, but my heart betrays and poisons and maims. nowhere to go. nothing else to do but suffer day by day and moment to moment. unsaved. alone.
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110103
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The Mohichan
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You are wrong! You have so much to offer. So much.
You are correct about being flawed. Aren’t we all? Isn’t this part of our beauty?
Don’t close yourself off. Be vulnerable, be real, be who you are. Let yourself shine. Love, passion, and soul connection will find you again. (All three at once!!)
You’ll see.
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110103
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unhinged
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i used to be so good at the cut_and_run and for years i felt the karma of that coming back to me. i felt like my heart was just as bad a ball of scar tissue in my torso as my right scapula from that damn accident.
and then a skite looked me in the face and told me i was beautiful and i believed them, on a level that words don't really justify. my heart cracked open.
and over these intervening years, i've still had immeasurable sadness and i've still fucked up relationships and i've still taken things way too personally and i still struggle with rage. and i still pick the wrong people to give my heart to. and i'm still accused by some around here of being an idiot for still having these problems.
but i know parts of me are better than they used to be; sometimes i still forget that. but it's still there when i need to be reminded.
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110103
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gypsy_man
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i think i love s suddenly.
how does this happen? i'm bare boned and crazy, and listening to bears doesn't help.
this is completely irrational.
this has suddenly become an option, because i have dared to write it down.
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110813
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gypsy_man
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could we have had it all?
rolling in the deep.
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110813
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unhinged
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new_ink here i come
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