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so fucking lost
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she begged.
but i dont have anything left to share thats not already tainted by your standards.
everything i am is already used.
dried up
and
blown away
and i cant help you
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020404
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lilac_air
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the right directions to anything
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020404
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lilac_air
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the right directions to anything ever
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020404
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Arwyn
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I walked in on my mother and my former step father having sex and the image is burned into my head.... *shudders*
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020404
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lycanthrope
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i need you
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020404
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god
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i had my first sexual experience when i was five.
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020405
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blueberry
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too much is left
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020405
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lilac_air
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Raj i am not so strong
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020415
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unhinged
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i've tried to verbalize it but it never spoke to another soul. i am always going to be alone. i feel this way especially in the spring. soon it will be raining petals and i will walk the path feeling like i am in a dream. the blue sky and the white petals that get stuck in my hair will uplift me the way another human being never could. why can't it rain petals? there has to be a place on this earth where being alone doesn't bother me.
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020415
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misstree
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one that i loved once looked at me and said, with the glow of truth in his eyes, "you will live a very lonely life." it's true; none will stay for long, but i take the cherry blossom encounters as i can... i make the best company, anyway.
at least, that's what i try to tell myself, when i find one that i want to keep, to hold on to forever, but know that it will pass no matter what i do.
i know too well what you mean, unhinged.
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020415
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misstree
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i am still the quiet child in the back of the classroom.
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020415
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yummychuckle
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i do beleive that he loved me.
but if love isnt unconditional, should it be considered love?
well it must.
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020415
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lycanthrope
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anata no niyoi wa sakura no yo da
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020415
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not telling
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I think i have subconscious lesbian tendencies
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020415
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Syrope
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that sometimes when i close my eyes it's not dark.
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020416
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you must be joking if you think ill tell
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there are five major sexual taboos: incest, pedophilia, necrophilia, bestiality, and scat. i actively fantasize about three of them, and can empathise the third.
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020416
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pipedream
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groo, i dont want to be lonely, and yet i think i am, so much sometimes. group hug, unhinged and misstree...
if you are a healer, who will heal you?
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MollyCule
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I think that he loved me. Loves me. I have to, you see, because otherwise it's just me all alone, loving someone so much, so so very much, and getting nothing in return. and that would be even worse. So I have to think, if for just now, that he does love me. I have to.
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031026
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smurfus rex
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every time I see her picture I fear that we will never be more than just friends.
I think there's a little OCD in me.
I am more corrupt than I appear to be.
I could be a very bad person if I had less self-control.
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031027
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nomatter
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i'm scared
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031027
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i aint sayin
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so am i.
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031027
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scared to admit
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Everything I do for other people has a malaevolent undertone.
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031027
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Jane Doe
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looking_back_i_should_have_ran_away
that's something i've never told.
Another is... I wish I lived back in the mid 1800's, on a farm.
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040103
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Mr. Reaper
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i secretly put the toilet seat up.
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040103
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endless desire
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he touched me and i didn't want him to but i thought i should. i thought it was suppose to be this way. i tried to push it away and never think about these things again. but some days i wake up and he is staring at me, brushing back my hair, and i just think...
this isn't normal.
i was just a little girl. i didn't know any better. but now what's my excuse? i always promised i'd never tell anyone. and i still haven't. never even to blather. i think im going to tell her tomorrow. and she'll think im as dirty as i am. but it's just...i...oh god help me.
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jane
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"tell me something."
"like what?"
"something real. something true."
"i have a lack of self esteem probably due to my father issues."
"interesting."
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