blather
tease_me
unhinged pacing in a silent cage
that never seems quite full enough
i'm looking for your face
to make it whole
living on edges
tipped over by greedy hands
my heart only seems full
when you are just a dream
if i am so wonderful
how come i am never good enough?
if i kissed you
it would never be enough
when i just wanted to melt into
your completely hazy arms
but there is always someone else
to hold
to kiss
to love
wonderful
i am
sleeping_alone
pacing in silent cages
with rusty and familiar hinges
that creak and moan
suspended by chains reformed
with tears and blood
fed by the drugs that tease me
dangling
waiting
for substance in dreams
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gay gizmo touch me tease me all night long 021103
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fucked once too often You pick a weak spot and attack
And I'm left with wasted tears and wondering if it was ever worth it at all
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unhinged i don't even want to think about who you sleep with now 040424