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talking_to_people
stork daddy other people presented such a difficulty to sam. he felt everytime he talked to someone, he had to explain everything, all of it, so that if they were to judge him or befriend him, they'd have everything to go on. mainly though, he just thought they weren't worth much of the effort. even little concessions like, "how are you" or "nice weather" seemed to accomplish very little. and for every simple question, there were a thousand ways he felt he could answer, but knew he was largely restricted to one or two scripted responses. 040521
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pete it is amazing how i talk to these people. although we've only hung out once or twice, or three times at the most (minus one notable exception), it is like i've known them for years. or atleast the comfort level is there. one poet to another. mine is the poetry of written and spoken words, theirs of cords and bars and notes... 040522
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notme in the rain 040522
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no reason ...oh.
how simple.
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princess paranoia is hard.

you open yourself up for others to judge.
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dehypnotized toothpaste my favoritemovie is waking life, for the part where he runs into the , and she sais she doesnt want to feel like an ant... that was great. anyway... i to see two people sincerely enjoying eachother's conversation, when i know there just talking crap. im so jealous 040717
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kookaburra talk to people?
like hell i will!
wait, who am i talking to?
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Deomis is a waste of time
trivial chit-chat
wastes your breath
and dulls the mind
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nonlucid confusing, unscripted, no scripts or guides to tell you what to say when there's nothing specific to reply to or nothing being discussed or just unsure of how to say yes or no or maybe

and how the hell are you supposed to reply to "What's up?" other than a dull "nothing' or inane "the Goodyear blimp"
Someone tell me who coined that phrase, so I can ritually burn them...
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