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cold spagetti on a tuesday night. Just me all alone in my thoughts. creating all the reasons in my head, to where it all went wrong. im not really hungry, but i know if i dont eat ill vomit. just dont understand how things can change so drastically. go from so damn good to having a tear soaked pillow to sleep on every night. you alone have this power over me. but you may never know. im running out of reasons not to give up hope. because of you, im not as strong as i used to be, and without you ill surely fall. im left with nothing but this detest for myself, for letting it slip into this. and ive never asked for anything more than your love, and i think that i have proved myself worthy. i think i deserve it... but apparently i dont. stripped of all that once made me smile, all that once made me whole. and if you wanted to see me, on my knees, bleeding for you - here i am. theres nothing left without you. you took it all with you. im sorry. im so sorry. for whatever i did that made things this way. and i will do anything to get us back. baby please dont go.
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