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rollins Men hugged him
Women asked him to come home with them
The money rolled in
He was so lonely it was pathetic
If they knew how he lived they would laugh
Sometimes he saw it all as punishment
Never escaping the humiliating inferno of his parents
The parents are gone now
Now he gets paid to humiliate himself
He constantly disgusts himself
In the name of telling the truth
Loneliness and alienation choke him
He tells people to stay alive
He tells himself to die
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lost i do the same thing with one of my friends. she has been suicidal for years and i have tride to tell her that her life is worth living. she thinks she is ugly and she is really beautiful.i think the oposite for myself i tell myself i shoiuld die i tell myself that i am disgusting i tell myself that i am ugly i tell myself that my life isnt worth living and that no one cares. the difference between my friend and i is i dot really tell anyone so there isnt anyone to disagree with me so the more i think it the more it becomes reality. 010907
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