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sunflower_confidence
stork daddy the way she withdraws
at the last second and leaves
me extended expectant lips
imploring eyes pursed.
And i look a bit ridiculous,
albeit brave. A sunflower resolved-
not deterred by the passing clouds
that are for now the sun's face,
thinking their various shapes often laughable. sometimes the sunflower distrusts the sun.
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farmfish girasole. that's what you wrote on thee bathroom chalkboard, enough said to know, what i was hoping was true.

do you know your love is being received?
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Doar . 040730
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puredream sunflower eyes
confidence
is mine
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Syrope too blatant
too little girl

i'd rather be like some other flower, but none is as confident as a sunflower. it's odd that i think of roses as having humility, but it's like a graceful humility. i'd like some of that.
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Sun 7_heavenly_virtues 041230
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mourninglight big bright and beautiful
but hanging her head as she ages
and realizes
why people looked to her in the first place

bitter and jaded sunflowers, with drooping leaves, and faded petals and pecked at faces..
most beautiful of all
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suicidalchinadoll so I have sunflower eyes!

look into them, and tell me that the pain in you called upon was hidden.
call me a void
call upon the void,
you called me out of oblivion
and bid me return

but I return not to peace
but to the turmoil you saw
in my darkened eyes

when I touched your soul with my tears, and you clung to me in the dark of your darkest nights.
on a street corner, begging for the only one you trusted to come save you from the clanging of the bells



I came
..and now I need you
come back..
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Δ "You will be missed," writes the woman of my dreams.
"Why so formal?" I ask.
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"There are very few people out here that I will miss like I'll miss you..." I mumble, knowing that this is probably the last time I'll ever get a chance to say those words.
"That's so sweet..."
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"You deserve someone that'll treat you well," she says as I leave her doorstep.
We kiss.
"You've done nothing but that tonight..."
And we kiss.
"Good night. I'll talk to you soon."
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I'll never find another you.
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past turning up
to burn up,
and falling falling falling
(poor planted icarus)
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