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silentbob Tonight I DJ'd an emo punk night at a bar. It was supposed to be like a throwback for people who loved pop punk and alkaline_trio and dashboard_confessional when they were young and now look back fondly on those days and the associations they had.
I think maybe 4 people were super into it, one of whom was my best friend sean.

Most of the bar was empty by 1am which is rare for a Saturday night at this bar. I got the impression the bar staff did not think it was my fault no one was there, just a combination of the final_four game for march_madness, also easter, also just randomness. lots going on.

After everyone left I started playing from a punk_for_dads playlist I made that consists of a bunch of musical projects by dudes who used to be in punk bands but are all old now, so it would be described as like "surprisingly mature" by rock critics or something. And all the songs are like, about how hard it is to maintain relationships because you didn't build those foundational skills of keeping other humans around in your twenties and now you're all broken.

Anyway, the bar has decided to close early tonight, since they are so dead. I am glad I get to go to bed sooner.
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