blather
stupid_you
melted plastic say:
"i am a rock
i am ice
i will not care about anyone
or anything
that's the way to be"

because
where does caring get you?

hurt

all anyone really wants is
the elastic promise of the consummate asshole

so maybe
if i am an asshole
someone will want me

what an amusing thought

how talented must you be
to sift through the lies
and uncover some shred of
something real?

stupid.
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Effingham Fish stupid_me? 020513
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poetic_onslaught my thoughts exactly. if you care, you'll get nowhere. 020513
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CRO but it's hard to change who you are.
I've already tried that.
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