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sabbie
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i have fallen silent.
i have a tounge infection, which means my tounge has swelled up and it hurts to speak.
i went to the doctor and he was concerned. he gave me the number os a specialist to ring on monday morning.
so i lie in bed and wait for monday,
feeling like a fradulant grandmother.
i have fallen silent.
i choose not to speak, and that is understandable.
but i find i have shut right down.
no thoughts, no communications.
its as if my brain has stilled with my tounge.
i lie in bed, not tired, not sick
but feeling delicate
strangely fragile
like a strong wind could blow me away
the news has blown me away
my realistation has blown me away
i remember that i am mortal
and only have a specific amount of time here.
last time i had surgery, when i got home i felt all weird and delicate and my body said 'oh sab' in this frightened little voice and we wobbled off to bed.
so i lie in bed
propped up with pillows
wrapped in blankets
feeling kinda healthy
but in pain
feeling silently weird
feeling weirdly silent
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Mateo
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When I pierced my tung I went through the same shit. I liked it though, peacefull.
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lady lunchbox
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he knows that i'm one of the guys
but he also knows that i'm as delicate as they come
and he also knows why
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the boys from robin hill
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best wishes for your recovery, dear sab.
hope all goes well on monday and you're feelin' better soon!
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lady lunchbox
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today i am.
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Syrope
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i'm alone again
and in my lethargic state...i just crawled from bed after oversleeping my nap alarm, by 2 hrs...i forgot to turn on the music
and then i was like *gasp* what's that noise?
and it was my thoughts
i hate being alone with myself
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z
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can you imagine being alone without yourself?
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pd
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fragility is such a novel concept that every time i feel like a high note could shatter me i step away from myself and just watch. i think that is the only reason i don't shatter after all, that detachment.
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