stop_me_wont_you_if_you've_heard_this_one_before
sab
and
it
seems
every
freaking
day
i'm
adding
another
girl
to
the
collection
in
here
.
and
they
whisper
their
thoughts
and
they
sing
their
fucking
songs
and
everytime
they
say
something
they're
teaching
me
a
little
more
about
myself
about
all
this
and
what
if
some
days
i
don't
want
to
hear
it
?
and
what
if
some
days
i'd
jsut
like
to
have
my
head
to
myself
and
what
if
some
days
i
don't
want
to
face
it
and
what
if
some
days
i
jsut
don't
want
to
be
right
here
anymore
?
what
then
?
031203
...
notme
"
i
love
you
so
much
it
makes
me
sick
"
040523
...
Doar
a
priest
goes
into
a
bar
.........
oh
......
well
it
would
have
been
funny
,
let
me
tell
you
.
050621
...
xorf
As
usual
,
on
vacation
,
at
my
childhood
home
,
I
was
unable
to
fall
asleep
.
At
home
I
fall
asleep
expertly.
Somehow
I
got
to
thinking
about
the
father's
day
shortly
before
my
dad
died
.
As
a
sort
of
symbolic/pivotal/hyperbole/whatever
example
about
how
growing
up
I
was
told
that
my
feelings
needed
to
be
squashed
.
All
logical
all
the
time
.
All
rational
.
No
room
for
emotions
.
In
real
life
that
means
you
can
throw
adult
tantrums,
be
passive
aggressive
, coercive, entertain
addictions
...
most
any
kind
of
dysfunction.
I
could
do
anything
but
be
an
everyday
human
experiencing
everyday
emotions
.
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