blather
stop_hating
squint stop hating
cus now its in the air
and the word and feeling
buzzes around you and somewhere someone suddenly feels wrong because some random person is being a negative_creep.

or maybe not.

but stop hating, it will make things better.
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so grateful to be nowhere i can't....

it's all i have left to keep me warm now
020806
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unhinged i_could_have fucked his brains out. and i didn't. it is so not my fault he was more interested in me. for_real. 090421