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stop_being_good
Mahayana: Zakah: ...
it gets U now where
& no where is eXactly
where i am

& you dont wanna be
and i said you dont
wanna be where i am

[stop telling the truth]
stop loving with your heart
[stop listening to people]
stop trying to be a goody-goody
[stop giving way to others]
fuck others happiness
[stop living for your family]
stop living for anyone but YOU
[stop lieing to yourself]
GOOD 'guys'gurrrl's'guy gurls'gurlguy's
DONT FINISH FIRST
stop obeying laws
[stop unquestioning everythinig]
just stop for a minute
[stop living a lie]
stop wanting the lie
[stop stop stop]

be as bad as you wanna be
be as hateful as you wanna be
be as cold
cruel
insensitive
selfish
as you wanna be

stop saying you love when you dont
[stop thinking your better than me]
stop thinking
[stop saying you want someone good/ when you have/ then you dont want them]
stop listening to me
[stop for green lights]
stop for ants crossing the road
[stop stopping cuz red.octagons tell u2]
stop saying i do nothing
[stop saying your better than me]
stop looking down at me
[stop trying to see me through your dizzy blurred vision]
stop stop stoping

i dont even make sense anymore
but i fear the 'stoping'
what if i stop typing than what ...

[fuck.im.just.a.waste.ofbandwidth.andrealitywidt.as.well]
[[i dont want to breath]]
[i can not be]
[[[i just want to rest]]]
oh so tired
oh so
oh
oh so
oh so tired
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the last temptation of birdmad "...all these things will i give unto thee..." 020102
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ClairE It's time for some nasty_fucking_bitch_sex. 020102