blather
stop______hold_on___stay_in_control
and it goes like this.. ....there's a little green man in my head..... 021202
...
daxle I_hate_myself
I_feel_like_crying
how_to_make_feelings_disappear
i_must_keep_reminding_myself_of_this
the_perfect_mix_of_distortion_and_longing
do_you_ever_make_yourself_cry
i'm_only_a_person
i_want_to_see_you_right_now
this_brief_drama_in_the_flesh
we_are_the_ink

all of this applies to me so well
i haven't written under any of it
i think i'm dumb
maybe just happy
021202
...
RedDragon Certainly not me.
I mean this is the military's moto:

--By all circumstances LIE.
And if any bit of the truth leaks
out, make up more lies. Create fake
documentation, make the lie look like
the truth.---

The spell has been broken once again.
And I really thought I would just love somebody today.
Bummer.
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