blather
stomach_acid
pushpins ugh the burn the taste the decaying teeth singed with disgust
that i think
i actually enjoy this.
i started thinking
"hey, this isnt so bad at all!"

and I puked more with the disgust of it all.
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girl_jane churning and burning and churning some more...

My stomach is emtpy except for the acid and alcohol.
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jane nausea 070517
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jane rainwater_and_hydrochloric_acid 070517
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unhinged loss_of_innocence directly related to the amount of stomach acid

fear
then
anger
then
coffee_and_cigarettes
then
no food
it's all inedible


you make me so angry i can't eat
anger poisons me
acid
i choke on the bile
that comes up
every time i think of you

yes
this makes work terribly awkward
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no reason i'm pretty sure the stress makes it worse
and in return it causes me stress
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no reason maalox fridays 100226
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. poop 100227