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yummychuckle
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and you read my thoughts
because thats all I had left.
and you told me "i know you hate me"
when i don't hate you and never
wrote or said i did.
but you say that to me so you can hear
that I love you despite the awful things
you do to me.
just so you can feel not so bad.
and you have no consideration
and i have no words
and my poem is awkward dumb pointless
because you stole my words from me. im so upset that i cant even write anything pretty. its just messy like me. yous tole from the the only thing i had left
because friends are not constant
you are not constant
music is not my own
but my words were...
and now im stuck. it hurts so fucking bad. i thought i could trust my own mom.
and it sounds like im being dramatic.
maybe i am. still doesnt change the fact that i feel like this and i'm leaving. if i run out of places to stay, which i will soon, i will be on the street downtown. beach. and i wont go to school because i wont have a way. i wont have money.
i wont have anything. i dont have anything. i dont have words. i dont know what to say its all the same.
and the only thing that kept me wanting to wake up this morning is my EMAIL. i thought a few people mightve written me. but they didnt because they have no obligation to. and
i
dont
know
what
to
do.
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yellow 5
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i'd like to chain my diary to a bus stop bench in another town. i leave no explanation.
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Daria
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Good idea,
that would quite confuse people,
and while their trying to figure out what ia all means
You could take over the world.
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insect life is all around
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make copies and leave them chained everywhere, airport benches, bus tops, waiting rooms
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stork daddy
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thus are legends started
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stork daddy
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but the fbi might confescate mine
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insect life is all around
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yeh. that's the idea
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Daria
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Confused FBI?
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girl_jane
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You didn't have to sneak it to read. You could have just asked. I would have had no problem letting you read it. All my real secrets are in my head anyway. Not on any paper. And you can't steal my mind to read...
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good people
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i can! -takes jane's mind and puts it in his pocket- hehe, whatcha gonna do now?!?
got yer brain!
got yer brain!
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yummyC
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yellow 5's idea has been stuck in my head since it has been posted. I will do this someday. make a copy of my journal and laminate it, and then chain it to a bench somewhere busy.
once i had a dream that there was this library full of journals people had donated anonymously, and i started reading silent bobs.
mine was somewhere in there, but my name wasnt in it. such an interesting idea
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User24
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and indeed you did.
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shivers
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my freind leaves hers on her bed, everyone has read it, i used to keep one. not nemore, i keep my feeling where they belong
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User24
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I used to write a diary in code.
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