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| amys feeling of being done |
one could argue very cogently that I don't still have miles to go... depressing and freeing all at once, I suppose. I've served my purpose, the rest is just the fancy that resources will allow... even if that means writing a few books, or meeting, marrying a good guy, having a few children. the best, you could argue, is not to come. or, it might be along a more Monty Python line of thinking, namely, now for something completely different. sometimes I place my hopes in that. at any rate, relying on somebody new always causes change, and since I'm dissatisfied with my life as I know it, I'm always looking for that new reliance, whether it be a concept, a person, a job, or a plan for the distant future. |
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| jane | miles_to_go_before_i_sleep | 090910 |