starting_again
three hopeful thoughts
dear
everyone
,
I'm
going
to
start
writing
again
.
You
know
me
,
maybe
.
You
probably
know
my
way
of
writing
.
I
change
names
all
the
time
because
I'm
always
so
disgusted
with
my
past
--though
I
can
never
seem
to
let
it
go
(
I
love
it
all
so
much
).
So
if
you
know
me
,
Hi
again
.
I'm
back
,
I
think
.
p
.s.
I've
been
drinking
.
this
might
not
seem
like
such
a
great
post
when
I
wake
up
from
my
inebriation
.
its
ok
though
.
BECAUSE
IT
CAN'T
BE
DELETED
!!! AHAHAHHAHA! ...
fucking
blather
.
050625
...
Syrope
i
packed
up
my
winter
clothes
and
it
was
all
i
could
do
to
keep
from
shoving
everything
i
own
into
boxes
i
want
out
of
here
i
hate
this
place
and
i
had
such
high
hopes
for
next
year
but
i'm
cursed
no
such
luck
get_lucky
050626
...
her royal highness the quirk
"
next
time
will
be
different
"
i
can
only
tell
myself
that
so
many
times
before
it
starts
to
sound
like
complete
and
utter
bullshit
050627
...
--
i'm
about
to
start
again
,
for
the
same
reasons
too
.
i
feel
oppressed
and
trapped
and
fucked
and
lost
and
like
trying
is
never
good
enough
.
i
feel
taken
for
granted
i
feel
unimportant
i
feel
ridiculous
and
i
hate
every
one
right
fucking
now
.
and
im
starting
that
shit
again
so
i
wont
cry
when
i
leave
so
that
when
i
show
up
at
therapy
i'll
have
a
show
to
tell
.
i
fucking
hate
this
.
080615
