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staring_at_his_voice
pushpins too loud
it hurts my eyes,
my ears do not embrace
the telephone anymore.
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ClairE My eyes want to speak to you.

I can't tear them away. Keep talking.
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unhinged he bought me one of those cards that you can record your own message in when we first got together. when we were having a previous spat, i had hid them. i was looking through my piles for some paper to write him a letter and i found where i had hidden it. the tears overwhelmed me. i clutched the table as the tears splashed on my pants. 100313