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| amy nada |
progressing from obsession to obsession, as i adjust to different types of hope. some, to divest myself of, and others to fully trust & believe in... it's different than being totally sick, blowing it all to the wind, and being forced to live in the moment. and that stage does have its pluses cuz its really unconfused on a deeper level. superficial ones, eh, not so much. (gotta love my positive followed by a triple negative....) what i mean here is i'm not up for artistic commentary, in the traditional sense of the word, but i'm getting closer to health. it's just lack-of-opportunity that's particularly nagging me. (not at blather, though. blather is so darn available to me, it's insane.) if i were to become healthy, but have lost all my chances, will it seem worth it? ugh, right? |
100430 |
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| hsg | play_learn_laugh | 100430 |
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| i wish i was | help_is_on_the_way | 100430 |