blather
soulrot
so fucking lost dwelling in the dark,
it would have had to have been albino,
until the day it started rotting.
i can smell it from here.
i can see it in my mind.
unhealthy darkest green
breaking down into
a liquid swamp of anger and dispair.

one it reaches a certain point,
there is no redemption.
you cannot use
something this rotten
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such a fractured child i dip my fingers
into my putrifing soul
withdraw long darkgreen strands
dripping slime.

i smear this handful across my cheeks,
it overflows into my mouth,
dripping off my chin,
running down my neck,
staining my skin green.

i look up at you
and smile.
lips, teeth the colour of decay.
c'mon.
c'mere.
come fuck in my soul
and taste the difference.
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