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sorry_i_hurt_you_babe
Death of a Rose i very truly am.

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rhin but it's all me. it's not you.
it's always about you, isn't it?
you talk and talk and never
really do anything, except to
destroy everything that is
amazing about the one that
you love.
sorry i hurt you?
then stop hurting me you
worthless fuck. all of you.
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unhinged yeah, it would be nice if people thought before they acted and spoke so that they wouldn't have to apologize in the first place.


after a point, apologies are meaningless.

the_damage_done
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Death of a Rose babe i carry weight
at times
i carry weight
that may seem to more of a sembelance
of more weight, i could hurt you with,
my ocean
and feel that you might have a lifeboat
current carried.

but i am the lifeguard
searching for the wisps
lifting on the waves
knowing i am searching
in the right direction.

and rescuing you
lifting you out of the drowning.

and you rescuing me
reaching out of the drowning.

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daf The ability to forgive is never meaningless..even if apologies are.

So many people hiding from their lessons.

So many people hiding from the hammer of time.

So many people hiding from who they were meant to be..in order to avoid hurt feelings, to avoid pain, to avoid inconvenience and humiliation.

The pain has a purpose. Avoidance of it has none. And you're quite correct, the damage is done.
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rhin no you're not. i am so sick of people saying their sorry without any real thought behind it to back it up. you can't just fucking say it. you have to mean it. it's the same way people just nonchalantly throw i love you's around. don't ever fucking say that to me unless you mean every single word. you tossing it to me in passing as an obligatory afterthought is deserving of a slap. 130529
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sionnach you never apologize until i'm already over it 130529