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poet we eastern seaboard now watch the skies
while the raindrops may not come tonight
the train ride lasts a lifetime and
we're never coming home

tried to drift around your mind
and the only thing i could seem to find
was another blinding reason why
& i stop to fall into the sky


these poor defeated souls patrol the skies tonight
though the rain won't fall in this lifetime
the train ride is eternity
and we've never had a home

i wondered oh with all my might
if my victory could be so slight
would not my meaning be defined
by a prescence growing in my mind

our endless coastlines all observe the stars tonight
when the floods arrive to cease our time
the station sinks into the sea
and we'll never come back home

I admit, i worried in good time
but the elegy had spoken kind
and to all the world i spoke aloud
as i drifted up into the clouds:
what is this new place i have found?
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poet we are standing at the shore
looking back through the void
our perception defines us
arbitrarily

only a cog of the infinite
which we seek to control
but are hopelessly lost in
lost inside peices of ourselves

wake up
cant wake up from
whats not a dream
keep dreaming!!
wake up
this is not in
my repository
i cannot comply

our existence is eternal
our fate is inevitable
our meaning is aesthetic
we are super-atomic rainbows!


hiding behind the insignificance
its all eclipsed by everything
we think we own a piece of eternity
yet we'll never know the truth
I dont have thoughts or feelings
and i am a liar

eternity trap
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unhinged i played him the recordings of my songs last night and he looked at me and said:

'why are YOU with ME?'

and i started to cry
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