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squint i was only bits of plaque
in between his teeth
when he got done with consuming me.
sometimes i hang out in doorways
when its raining out
and i just want someone to let me in.
in the middle of the night
my yawn wakes me up
my sunken eyesockets refuse to identify my own life,
sometimes i hang out in doorways in the middle of the night.
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mousie just waiting for the next earthquake. 020501
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sabbie but ive found you have to shorten the rope. 020501
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Photophobe loves Paul Dempsy been hanging round hallways
like to feel like we're going somewhere
and the thinner the air becomes,
the more we feel at home
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Mahayana holding the world in my hands

][for you dont know if im coming or going][
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blown cherry It's never my intention to end up outside your door, but that's always the way it ends up... 020501
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stork daddy i'll linger there awkwardly, not sure if i should enter into the close warm room, when outside it is so open, and it's only cold sometimes. Not knowing which side of the door those faces looking up at me wish me to be on when it closes. I can still run i can still run, i can linger and play it cool. sometimes i hang out in doorways, sometimes i sit alone in the dark. No, i don't really, i don't find the time, i wish i did. I'm always half courting others and half doin my own thing. So in essence, even when i'm moving, it's like the doorway is moving with me. Funk that. what kind of fun house is this 020501
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Kate Observing everyone else. I didn't ever notice that I was quiet until the day when Mr. Betchel broke out the extra percussion instruments and explained that he was giving people a chance to break out of their shells and not be quiet, and I asked Tracee if I was quiet and she said I was. Watching your eyes and your hands and the way you manuever throughout the halls like you are on a mission, and then some days your hair looks so disshelved and you look so not GAP modelish anymore and I want to give you a mission. "I'll be here just waiting for you, I'll be under the stairs forever." The Smashing Pumpkins 020502
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-{::ephemeral_arcs::}- and sometimes the wind takes me away.
if i'm perfectly quite with my hands clasped and stoic face, sometimes people speak to me.
and when the moon waves to the grave, and if i'm congenial, nature will cusp me in its arms and exit signs.
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tricky cus i want nothin more than to
sit outside your door and listen to you breathing
it's where i want to be...
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candy ass she must be wheezing pretty loud, poor thing, make sure to bring her some decongestant. 020502
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little fury bug This house is full of eyes but I can't look at anyone
They've seen this face a thousand times
Most relaxing thing I do - hang half way out a third floor window,
and look at rocks if I fall out,
And maybe I'll fall hard,
something tough to break me,
something sharp to rip into my insides
and bleed out all that pain.
Sorry I don't even know your name
I guess for me it's easy this way.

Maybe I'll catch fire,
something warm to hold me,
something pure to burn away the darkness
that hides inside my mind.
All that evil shit's not hard to find
I guess I only claim to be nice.
-Alkaline Trio
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blue star and sometimes someone notices.

more often they just pass on by.

it was nice noticing you.
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jane and sometimes i hang out under tables with tablecloths
pretending i'm young enough to be doing this still
loss_of_innocence
sometimes i still pull the covers over my head
and pretend i'm in a cave
sometimes i hang out in doorways
because i don't feel strong enough to go inside
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