blather
something_to_the_effect
acd Something to the effect of being lonely to the extent of feeling lonesome when you're not alone.

(too. lonely. to feel.)

Something like that.
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unhinged something_to_the_effect_of
subsequent_losses


on_anger
i spent all winter numbed by the rain,
so_much_so
ending didn't have the same comfort it used to
too poor for new_ink
immobilized
inert

and then he started pointing fingers
the tactless words
started a fire
that burned off the fog
but now the smoke
is clouding my sight


when i sit still
and stop talking to myself
stop feeding the fire
the tears tumble out almost for_sure

*sigh*
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