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niska i'm blathing, but the pages aren't updating... 030426
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niska ok, blather, make me a liar...
this one did.

but seriously, the otheres weren't.
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niska spoke too soon. it seems i am right after all.

well, i'll blathe anyway and if this ever shows up, i'll be impressed.
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girl_jane Sometimes you have to press refresh for it to update...

In other news-

My best friend has moved to Colorado. Her parents and I went with her to the airport today.

My mom's classroom pet guinea pig died this morning.

My step dad's friend had a heart attack and died this afternoon.

Today's been full of wrongs...
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niska yeah, i think this advice came up on some other page. i can refresh until the day is done, but it doesn't make a lick of difference...

just have to be patient.
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niska also, sorry about your shit that went wrong... 030518
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john into the dark the pirate sinks into his lowly armchair on the high seas of white powder cut into lines in the sand withering away through a tube into his veins slowly awakening his inner demon! 030721
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nomme nothing
nothing is
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everything
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everything is
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delial when words are left unsaid
my heart leaks through the floor and stains the world around me
and yet no one notices the difference

funny how before, when it wasn't like this
before when it was just platonic for me
before when i wasn't so intense about things

you all assumed

but now that it's real
now that it's true_blue for me
nothing

and i'm tired of being silent about it
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my little secret always is always will be. Sometimes I get so tired of it that I go in my head and make a world where everything is always right. And you know what... it isn't boring as you mgith think. Very different though. I am tall and very blonde. I have green eyes and I am beautiful. My best friend could be a supermodel, in fact any random person I pass on the street could be a supermodel. I don't have alot of friends as far as I can tell, but I never feel lonely or neglected. There is no awkwardness or shyness. My brother is a prince. Kind and sweet. My mother is happy and smiling. But I am 16 and married... i found my soulmate at age 6. and for some reason every one wears converse sneakers. I wake up glad that so much is wrong with my life. 030727