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hsg some people get it. some do not.

it's not all to just feel good, -not that that's a bad thing.

you don't always have to profit from a situation and in fact it is not optimal for anyone involved.

there's something else. something not based on fear or perceived lack. if you are constantly trying to succeed then you are already defeated in other ways.

if there is cowardice there cannot be authentic love.

and maybe that's okay with some. but the thing is, someday you'll have no choice but to learn it.
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LoverOfLight The proud teacher hits a soft spot in the road and down he goes
A bit of armor is shredded and a bit of skin too
Out goes his hand but it's not reaching for anyone
Instead his open palm is against what he was so sure of and in defiance he grumbles, "how ironic this thing happens to me while I've been thinking after..."
So the master learns the hard way he isn't exempt from simple lessons and me...
I look on the scene, not crushed but more resigned that things are more as I thought and I'm all right after all
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