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somehow_burnt_into_my_brain
sabbie i write to you
say yeah im glad you bought that up
it must seem strange that everytime you're over
you find yourself an unfamilier participant
in a play as old as time.
dont worry, you are no more and expert that i
just as i am not more an expert than you.

[written by someone else, in 1990]
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optic discretion the little voices that drive me insane. 020520
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Mahayana images.sights.sounds.feelings.images

of her, dark dank old fortress, crimson dress, of her, loud wooden doors bursting open, of her, long cold hallways lit by candles,
searching ... searching ...searching
& than
& than ..nothing.. but death & silence
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