social_anxiety
margaux
what
the
fuck
is
this
new
anxiety
about
?
i
haven't
ever
really
had
social
anxiety
before
about
two
weeks
ago
. &
now
,
i'm
freaking
out
and
getting
nauseated
and
shaky
,
up
until
the
moment
i
sit
down
in
the
chair
.
then
i'm
totally
fine
.
it's
the
strangest
phenomenon
. &
very
difficult
to
endure
.
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...
unhinged
grew
up
with
it
silent
shy
always
so
afraid
of
people
not
liking
me
making
fun
of
me
but
then
after
my
freshman
year
in
high
school
my
parents
made
me
move
and
college
seemed
like
a
breeze
and
slowly
it's
worked
it's
way
out
of
my
life
the
best
cure
just_breathe
in_breath
makes
the
belly
rise
and
expand
out_breath
pulls
the
navel
to
the
spine
is
it
people
that
make
you
nervous
or
just
life
in
general
?
080519
...
arwyn
I
shrink
from
social
situations
.
crowds.
friends
.
parties
.
people
close
in
my
breath
comes
quicker
suddenly
I'm
in
tears
.
screaming
into
my
hand
.
make
it
stop
.
get
me
out
of
here
.
make
it
stop
.
I'm
never
doing
this
again
.
Klonopin
only
goes
so
far
.
I
will
hide
in
the
back
and
watch
people
from
the
corner
.
No
one
can
sneak
up
on
me
.
No
one
can
see
me
.
I
hope
.
I
keep
trying
.
I
don't
want
to
be
this
way
.
I
want
to
be
normal
.
Am
I
victim
of
the
digital
age
?
No
longer
able
to
connect
with
people
?
Is
it
C
-PTSD?
Is
it
both
?
get
me
out
of
here
.
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