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socarrado_y_obscurecido
Ouroboros i have found my self
and lost my self
i am being me
and i am perfecting my mask
i am going
i am lost
beautful and ugly
precious and useless

i hear his voice in my head
"not everything is black and white"
yes- but i am swallowed in confusion
i am split
i love my friends lovers family
and i do not trust or believe a single one of them
i am filled with love and intense
hatred and ennui for human kind
and my self

i want to smear menstrual blood up and
down my legs and wander the streets
dragging a sweater on the sidewalk

i am real i am fake i am here i am not

chiarroscurro
charred and obscured
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