so_im_pretending
sab
what
do
you
want
she
whispers
in
my
head
what
do
you
want
.
ghost
thin
white
and
dusty
what
do
you
want
she
says
i
dont
want
to
Need
,
anymore
.
i
dont
want
this
anymore
this
is
all
too
hard
my
fucking
matra
for
the
day
for
the
week
for
this
year
for
all
this
im
not
even
sure
anymore
im
not
sure
i
was
ever
sure
im
not
even
sure
what
i
mean
anymore
[
you
twist
and
turn
like
a
twisty
turny
thing
,
he
slurred]
words
are
slipery buggers
you'll
never
know
how
anyone
else
truly
thinks
truly
sees
the
world
i
see
my
world
and
im
not
sure
its
the
way
it
should
be
.
im
not
sure
im
the
way
i
should
be
im
not
sure
what
i
should
be
im
not
sure
and
im
drowning
in
it
[
not
waving
,
she
whispered
,
and
laughed
at
me
]
fuck
this
.
its
self
indulgent
wank
.
and
i
have
work
to
do
bah
fucking
humbug
and
off
she
went
to
tea
040828
...
suicidalchinadoll
that
what
you
can't
say
yourself
has
not
been
said
040828
...
D
elasticized,
contrary
and
webbed,
roll
the
quadratic
dipshit
..keep
rolling
.
.
260510
...
sameolme
.
260510
